The iconic pop sensation gave her fans a glimpse into her life as a single woman after the announcement of divorce between Britney Spears and Sam Asghari, citing irreconcilable differences.
The “Princess of Pop,” 42, recently took to her Instagram and shared a lengthy message with her 42.7 million followers, reflecting on how the new chapter of her life is nothing short of “weird.” The singer is known to shed light on many personal aspects of her life that have left fans intrigued, and this time it was no different, as the caption of the post, which includes a picture of a nun having a drink from a cup, has accumulated 45,472 likes with the comment section turned off, reads as follows:
“It’s so weird being single … I’ve had a lot of time to really look back with all the good and bad … I’ve realized I don’t talk to myself that nicely at all … I’m easily manipulated and I wear my heart on my sleeve … But I’m definitely changing all that … I have to make time to stop and look around to re-evaluate myself and say is this good for me ??? I like a routine and I usually do the same thing everyday …. i’m honestly bored but I’m also scared of a lot of things … The way I live my life is mine …”
Spears continues to add, “I’ve had so many people interfere with that … But to know it’s ok to be selfish with my life and enjoy it is amazing !!! I will say my routine and daily affairs seem silly sometimes … My mom always use to visit the sisters at St. Mary’s Catholic School … She used to go to when I was younger and the nuns always gave me cookies. I liked going there because the sun was always out and it was beautiful there.”
She concludes by saying, “It’s weird because I have a small garden with flowers on my balcony outside my room … When I take a picture of it the illusion is that it’s connected to the trees outside … It’s pretty beautiful when the sun hits at the right spot … The pictures look like diamonds glistening everywhere … Every time I go out there I think of the sisters at the church I used to go to … I’m honestly not even sure why I’m writing this nonsense !!!?? Oh this picture 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️”
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Spears began dating “Slumber Party’s” music video co-star Sam Asghari after the two met on set.
Eventually, Spears announced her engagement to Asghari through an Instagram post after more than four years of dating. Now, Spears and ex-husband Aghari have called it quits following 14 months of marriage, when a source told PEOPLE that she was still “in great spirits despite everything going on.” The source added, “Obviously it’s never an easy thing to go through, but she’s remaining positive and focusing on the future,” noting that Spears was “focused on her book release, has an upcoming writers’ camp, and is getting songs from some big artists.”
The “Oops!… I Did It Again” singer also wrote about their divorce on Instagram, quote: “As everyone knows, Hesam and I are no longer together … 6 years is a long time to be with someone so, I’m a little shocked but … I’m not here to explain why because it’s honestly nobody’s business !!! But, I couldn’t take the pain anymore honestly !!! In some sort of telepathic way I have been receiving so many messages that melt my heart from friends and I thank you !!!” the singer continued.
“I’ve been playing it strong for way too long and my Instagram may seem perfect but it’s far from reality and I think we all know that !!! I would love to show my emotions and tears on how I really feel but some reason I’ve always had to hide my weaknesses !!!” She added: “If I wasn’t my dad’s strong soldier, I would be sent away to places to get fixed by doctors !!! But that’s when I needed family the most !!! You’re supposed to be loved unconditionally … not under conditions !!!!”
Spears concluded the post, which now has 1,061,405 likes, by writing how she will be “as strong as I can and do my best !!! And I’m actually doing pretty damn good !!! Anyways have a good day and don’t forget to smile !!!”
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